syukur alhamdulillah ^^

alhamdulillah.....my project's result has out!!
syukur dpt result tu.sebak pun ada cz betul2 xsgka..datin has been soo generous to gv me such result. alhamdulillah,i got an A- for it :)

looking back, its been a nightmare, tears, ups n downs to complete it. m doing sth which m not so familiar with, about the oil palm plantation. i spent lots of tyme to learn n understand d operation n system. abah had been my backbone plus d staff at bde. i went to bde 4 times to collect d information n learn till i feel a bit shy for disturbin one of them till burnt his working time.

i submitted my draft b4 d final exam started n got d correction in d exam week. at that time, i felt so down s datin said what i've done was stil not enuff for master level. 'Nak lulus bole la', she said. her words had affected my mood n mind badly smpai nak study for final pn terganggu. risau smpai menangis n xtau whatelse to be add in. i discussed with abah to get ideas n info to upgrade my report. trying my best to analyze in different view. i was too worried.d project hold 6cdt hours n m afraid my cpa will drop if i get bad result.syg kalau pointer jatuh.

i asked abah to check my chapter 4, grammar n d content. m soo touched to c his effort to check it.at d same tyme,i keep asking him about d system when he back to semenanjung for meeting but still,with limit. my abah is a type of easily fed up if ppl ask d same question so i hv to bare wif his mood, hehe.when i asked how was my report, abah just said, 'bolela....utk level master'.m not so sure what he thought towards my works but as long s he satisfied, m happy enuff. 

after d final presentation, stil got sth to b corrected like d costing n roi bfore d hardbound submission.at dat tyme, i was too lazy to finish it up s we had done with our final exam so the study thingy mood were not there anymore.plus, m too shy to ask d bde's staff again. s d solution, i jst referred to d sources that i had in hand n contacted d ex-staff. i only sms mr. marzulkifli.

oh, i had a bad fever a week after d final presentation.yess nearly took 2 weeks to recover.leha said it was a demam project, she might b true s she was d shoulders to cry on throughout this semester for me.mama said so too.due to d fever, i delayed d correction n d hardbound submission.luckily datin was soooo ok n cheerful, s usual ^^

i submitted d hardbound when my parent were in kl, so i hv d opportunity to show my work to abah, altho for jz few moments. i asked him to read my acknowledgement n i can c his touched face. abah, this will not complete without your helps n guidance.

today...alhamdulillah,m soo relieve to get such result, tho its not an A but only Allah knows d obstacles n hardness i've been thru.syukur padaMu.i expect i'll only manage to get a C or B for this, s referred to what datin had said to me before n comparing my project wif other friends especially those working ppl.but in d end its all worth while.

congratulations dear me, 3.79 for my master study, alhamdulillah ^^

d building of engineering fac which i'll miss. lurve d lake :)