love

it seems as if the more we let go, the more we experience love.

love is beyond everything else; anxiety, desire, hope, resentment.

love is openhearted, demands nothing, and needs nothing.

it is more likely to visit when our desires are quiet, when we dont need or want much, 

and when we accept that everything we love is not permanent but is with us at this very moment...

now i realize that i love him so much...n i felt d change that he's offered...
its take ages for these n its not under my control if d gurl contacting him

wish i cud b more calm n matured enuff in d future...

it doesnt wrong to let go certain tgs...

ya Allah permudahkn urusan kami...

hope uncle meant it...

missing you

i miss my uncle....hope he's doing fine at penang
end up not so happy s he contacted sumone, yess sumone from past  :|

 i miss abah, ma, adik2... 

Ya Allah...please protect my loved ones and shower us with your love....ameeen...

munajat ikhlas

Wahai Allah Yang Maha Agung,
Ampunilah seluruh dosa kami
Tutupi dan hapuskan segala aib dan kesalahan kami
Dan berikan kepada kami kesanggupan untuk mengubah dan memperbaiki diri menjadi lebih baik
Kurniakanlah kepada kami akhlak yang mulia
…Peribadi yang indah dan terpelihara

Ya Allah,
Kurniakanlah kepada kami ketenangan hati,
kedamaian hati,
kebeningan dan kebersihan hati,
ketenteraman jiwa
kesegaran berfikir dan ingatan yang tajam

Usir dan buanglah segala kegelisihan, kekhawatiran, ketakutan, kecemasan dan kesedihan 

dalam hati dan jiwa kami.
Jadikan hati kami tenteram, tenang, dan damai dengan mengingat-Mu
Berharap dan bergantung hanya kepada-Mu

Wahai Pemilik dan Penguasa Segala Hati,
Kurniakanlah kepada kami hati yang bening dan bersih
Hati yang suci, tulus dan ikhlas.

.:: unexpected event ::.

spent half days wif uncle today ^^

we went to Bookxcess at AmCorp Mall, where books r sold at very less price than normal price

then, jalan2 to sg. wang.. n we walked all d way frm sg wang to pavillion, lot 10, uniqlo

took some picts at those cute christmas treess at d mall

abah was actually in kl for botb but i didnt plan to meet him today

but, we accidentally passed by the Jalan Sultan Ismail road, and uncle suddenly suggested that we shud go and visit abah.

m a bit nervous, of coz! s i will introduce him to abah jap lagi... make a phone call n abah said, "datang la".

only Allah noes how it feels. m not sure about him s he looked real cool :)

walk about 20min+ n d moment we were in front of the hotel, abah was there!!

shake hands, n we heading to d hotel's coffee house..

alhamdulillah, everhtg went well during dis unexpected event

i never plan for this n m touch to c uncle continuously find ideas to chat wif abah

d place abah met uncle, 1st tyme! ^^

tq dear...