love

it seems as if the more we let go, the more we experience love.

love is beyond everything else; anxiety, desire, hope, resentment.

love is openhearted, demands nothing, and needs nothing.

it is more likely to visit when our desires are quiet, when we dont need or want much, 

and when we accept that everything we love is not permanent but is with us at this very moment...

now i realize that i love him so much...n i felt d change that he's offered...
its take ages for these n its not under my control if d gurl contacting him

wish i cud b more calm n matured enuff in d future...

it doesnt wrong to let go certain tgs...

ya Allah permudahkn urusan kami...

hope uncle meant it...

missing you

i miss my uncle....hope he's doing fine at penang
end up not so happy s he contacted sumone, yess sumone from past  :|

 i miss abah, ma, adik2... 

Ya Allah...please protect my loved ones and shower us with your love....ameeen...

munajat ikhlas

Wahai Allah Yang Maha Agung,
Ampunilah seluruh dosa kami
Tutupi dan hapuskan segala aib dan kesalahan kami
Dan berikan kepada kami kesanggupan untuk mengubah dan memperbaiki diri menjadi lebih baik
Kurniakanlah kepada kami akhlak yang mulia
…Peribadi yang indah dan terpelihara

Ya Allah,
Kurniakanlah kepada kami ketenangan hati,
kedamaian hati,
kebeningan dan kebersihan hati,
ketenteraman jiwa
kesegaran berfikir dan ingatan yang tajam

Usir dan buanglah segala kegelisihan, kekhawatiran, ketakutan, kecemasan dan kesedihan 

dalam hati dan jiwa kami.
Jadikan hati kami tenteram, tenang, dan damai dengan mengingat-Mu
Berharap dan bergantung hanya kepada-Mu

Wahai Pemilik dan Penguasa Segala Hati,
Kurniakanlah kepada kami hati yang bening dan bersih
Hati yang suci, tulus dan ikhlas.

.:: unexpected event ::.

spent half days wif uncle today ^^

we went to Bookxcess at AmCorp Mall, where books r sold at very less price than normal price

then, jalan2 to sg. wang.. n we walked all d way frm sg wang to pavillion, lot 10, uniqlo

took some picts at those cute christmas treess at d mall

abah was actually in kl for botb but i didnt plan to meet him today

but, we accidentally passed by the Jalan Sultan Ismail road, and uncle suddenly suggested that we shud go and visit abah.

m a bit nervous, of coz! s i will introduce him to abah jap lagi... make a phone call n abah said, "datang la".

only Allah noes how it feels. m not sure about him s he looked real cool :)

walk about 20min+ n d moment we were in front of the hotel, abah was there!!

shake hands, n we heading to d hotel's coffee house..

alhamdulillah, everhtg went well during dis unexpected event

i never plan for this n m touch to c uncle continuously find ideas to chat wif abah

d place abah met uncle, 1st tyme! ^^

tq dear...

a month left

it's d beginning of a new week today!!
da lame xblog, quite bz wif study tgs..
last week went to bde, meet en. marzuki
a kind n knowledge-share oriented ppl,
but its quite tuff for me to understand d overall op. in d estate..
still need some time to familiar wif it

have a happy time wif uncle @alamanda on saturday ^^
and i tried d green tea wif cream drink at starbucks, his treat :p
but deep in my heart i feel 'bersalah' for d ppl at palestine.. :(
n i do love how starbucks implement their marketin strategy at d cafe
haha, just remembered my starbucks case study last semester

yesterday, s usual hv class n spent d evening wif sis zila
again, she treat me charkueteow, n d taste is not bad
feel a bit shame when i able to finish all, its not dat i betul2 lapar. hehe
just im d type of ppl who will try to habiskn every meal i had, xbaik membazir kan?
n she did share wif me about her a married-life-n-problems
its a sad news to hear...

ntg much i cud do, beside being a listener for her, lending my ears
realy dun understand about her hubby
stil x appreciate n grateful, for getting a nice, pretty, loving n career woman as his wife
but stil, who is me to judge their relationship..
i hope everythin gonna b fine for her

ok, i hv not dat much tyme left for dis semester.
only 3 weeks left!!
will try to hv 1 post everyday in my blog after dis
just wanna  share my student-life, before it ends....soon
m sure gonnna miss all dis...

hemm, realy risau wif my project..

Opick ft. Melly - Fate(Takdir)

Bila mungkin ada luka coba tersenyumlah
Bila mungkin tawa coba bersabarlah
Karena air mata tak abadi
Akan hilang dan berganti (hilang kan berganti)

All About You - McFly

miss u, blog

hello
been offline for quite some tymes
due to raya celebration n mid sem holiday
our family spent almost 2weeks+ together
in dis small n pack but stil comfy little house @equine, n in dat cosy n crwded room @krai
n we also went to skudai
damn i miss johor so much, last styme i've been there last august, almost 1-year-plus..

tyme is running fast
but m stil in d lazy-n-slow-n-glommy mood n day
guess bcz of d long-long-holiday
lotsa things to do n i realize dat
plus d accounting marks i got yesterday :(
my project at BDE, d job-hunting mode..
quite a number of my classmates hv got jobs..
hopefully my positive mood will come back home....soon
ya Allah, hoping for ur guidance all d way...

gud tgs to share is, i've finished reading the book of tomorrow yesterday. a great story indeed.
insyaAllah, will try to post sth on that too...

 
p/s: is it normal to feel hard to accept tgs which u dun like? like partner-being-close-friend-to-sumone-he-once-had-crush? m i jst being paranoid, pessimist, close minded or what? i dunno... i just hope for d best, for d better of us...for someone who always try to understand me same like i do...dats all...